WHAT THE FLYING FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE.

and then where the fuck did all my friends go? Everyone feels like an island.

I'm drunk, and I'm by myself and I'm watching Sense and Sensibility.

This is what happens when your friends are all sick or busy.
Halloween is supposed to be funnnnnnn.

I'm surprised I can still type properly. (Granted, this took a bit of time to constantly correct the mistakes.)

Fuck yes!
I'm back on Atlantica!!!!!

THREE CHEERS FOR MORE HARDDRIVE SPACE.

So much to catch up on. ._.

You are The Magician

Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.

Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing,
you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.

The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Miyavi concert being canceled makes me sad. :(
I feel bored. Not in my usual angsty "what do I do with the rest of my life" but more like I don't know what to do with my free time. I've downgraded to Facebook apps. :/

I WAS BORN IN THE WRONG DEACDE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHb3wj9roy0


*DAMN, finding an embeddable version of this video is impossible. :/

OH GOD
( CUT FOR STUPID )

+ Eddie Izzard show: $70
+ Deg NY (Sat) concert: $25
+ Miyavi concert: ??
+ AFI concert: ~$35

Plus I'm in desperate need of new clothes. ._.
And I haven't been paid yet. This semester is not being kind to me in terms of money.

Also, after tons of medications, doctor exams and xrays, seems I developed pneumonia. Which doesn't bother me as much as the extreme rib pain that started this week as a result from coughing nonstop for the past month. I spoke with a friend who's studying medicine and says the pain is the same as if I'd broken a rib. Which explains why I sincerely believed I'd cracked a rib. :/ Coughing, breathing, laughing, lifting stuff HURTS. Ow.



I think this is my favorite Red vs. Blue moment ever. I crack up hysterically every time I hear it.

So I believe I have a cracked a rib from coughing.
Or resulting from thrashing onto the tv remote and my cellphone in my sleep.

Ow. :(

I wish I had more time for sitting down to study Japanese and to be lazy.

I just spent the past 3 hours tagging my LJ. ._.
Hard work.

( Expensive outfits )

I have become jaded about college life, that I feel utterly useless. I see a pattern forming for my life. I'm not happy unless I get a change of scenery every few years. I believe I have social ADHD

It would help my attitude if all my friends weren't graduating this year. I still have a year left here after this, and I'll be alone. Things aren't wonderful, but they don't suck either. This semester is just going with the moment.

I've been "sick" for 2 weeks. After a too-long time in a cold bus back from New York, I developed a horrible cough that refuses to leave my system. My abs actually hurt from having to hack up a lung every ten minutes. And now I'm taking horse sized antibiotics because the very knowledge doctors don't know what's wrong with me. =__=

I've gotten more comfortable with driving. I no longer have to mentally prepare myself to actually get in the car and drive. Despite one or two sketchy moments. >_>;

日本語のクラスの宿題がたくさんあったし、漢字を覚えらなくて、春休みに勉強すればいいよかっただ。
Seriously, Japanese will probably be my hardest class this semester, since I hadn't taken a class in over a year. But at least it's fun, and doesn't leave me narcoleptic like Accounting. (shudder) My sensei's really nice and helpful because at the moment I SUCK. o_o

I feel like my friends are just ignoring me lately. Makes me sad. :(

MONEY. I have none, and seriously need a lot. I don't know what to do.

I think this gouk hoodie will make me happier.