This day was made much more memorable by the fact that I drove back into NY from Connecticut without freaking out or dying. (go me!)

So after a quick nap and shower at home, I ran off to meet Michelle.
Also, three cheers for finally being 21. I bought some rum just cause I could. (and cause I got addicted to coke again)

As for the actual concert, I had to say it was mediocre compared to some of the other Deg shows I've seen. And a bit of my own fault too. Sadly, I forgot to listen to Uroboros ahead of time, so I have absolutely no clue which songs they played. However, they also played Obscure and The Final, so that got everyone real crazy. At one point the crowd tilted and nearly the entire front fell over. (lol)
Toshiya looked much better than some of his crazy-hair pics, and everyone looked like their usual selves. Kyo seemed to be in a good mood, he kept trying to hide his smile but we could see it. :P

DUDE, THE FUNK. Seriously, I had the bad luck of always ending up next to an extremely sweaty guy, which very disgusting. It killed half my enthusiasm, I couldn't even really cheer properly because I'd had to touch them and I would end up damp because of that. D8

There were signatures after, but of course too many people to even consider it. :/ Got a very nice macabre poster from the show, and maybe one day Michelle will remember to put up the pictures and videos she took during the show. (not likely though XD)

Dear ...,

I miss You. I love our phone calls, I wish they were more often. I wish You would stop giving me that look, judgment can cross over to hate pretty quickly. I want You to realize that I love hanging out with you and I'm selfish about your company. I wish You would stop being a bitch, we criticize because we care. I wish we could go out for drinks, even if You don't like alcohol. I'm secretly looking forward to having You all to myself next semester. I think when You leave, I won't cry anymore. I wish You lived closer. I wish You didn't have a girlfriend. I also kinda want You to be less intimidatingly-awesome. I want You back in my life, I think we would get along even better now. I want You to grow up a little and be less racist. :/ I wish You still lived on campus, you manage to calm me down. You don't give yourself enough credit. I'm a bit happier now that You stay away. I'm scared of how easy it was to let You go. I'll cling to You forever. I hope You grow up soon, you have so much potential. I want Myself to be more social.

From,
xxx

WHAT THE FLYING FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE.

and then where the fuck did all my friends go? Everyone feels like an island.

I'm drunk, and I'm by myself and I'm watching Sense and Sensibility.

This is what happens when your friends are all sick or busy.
Halloween is supposed to be funnnnnnn.

I'm surprised I can still type properly. (Granted, this took a bit of time to constantly correct the mistakes.)

Fuck yes!
I'm back on Atlantica!!!!!

THREE CHEERS FOR MORE HARDDRIVE SPACE.

So much to catch up on. ._.

You are The Magician

Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.

Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing,
you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.

The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Miyavi concert being canceled makes me sad. :(
I feel bored. Not in my usual angsty "what do I do with the rest of my life" but more like I don't know what to do with my free time. I've downgraded to Facebook apps. :/

I WAS BORN IN THE WRONG DEACDE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHb3wj9roy0


*DAMN, finding an embeddable version of this video is impossible. :/

OH GOD
( CUT FOR STUPID )

+ Eddie Izzard show: $70
+ Deg NY (Sat) concert: $25
+ Miyavi concert: ??
+ AFI concert: ~$35

Plus I'm in desperate need of new clothes. ._.
And I haven't been paid yet. This semester is not being kind to me in terms of money.

Also, after tons of medications, doctor exams and xrays, seems I developed pneumonia. Which doesn't bother me as much as the extreme rib pain that started this week as a result from coughing nonstop for the past month. I spoke with a friend who's studying medicine and says the pain is the same as if I'd broken a rib. Which explains why I sincerely believed I'd cracked a rib. :/ Coughing, breathing, laughing, lifting stuff HURTS. Ow.



I think this is my favorite Red vs. Blue moment ever. I crack up hysterically every time I hear it.

So I believe I have a cracked a rib from coughing.
Or resulting from thrashing onto the tv remote and my cellphone in my sleep.

Ow. :(

I wish I had more time for sitting down to study Japanese and to be lazy.