New Killer Star ([info]avail) wrote,
@ 2009-09-18 19:29:00
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Current mood: blah
Current music:Acid Black Cherry - I'm not a ghost | Powered by Last.fm

Hmm.
I have become jaded about college life, that I feel utterly useless. I see a pattern forming for my life. I'm not happy unless I get a change of scenery every few years. I believe I have social ADHD

It would help my attitude if all my friends weren't graduating this year. I still have a year left here after this, and I'll be alone. Things aren't wonderful, but they don't suck either. This semester is just going with the moment.

I've been "sick" for 2 weeks. After a too-long time in a cold bus back from New York, I developed a horrible cough that refuses to leave my system. My abs actually hurt from having to hack up a lung every ten minutes. And now I'm taking horse sized antibiotics because the very knowledge doctors don't know what's wrong with me. =__=

I've gotten more comfortable with driving. I no longer have to mentally prepare myself to actually get in the car and drive. Despite one or two sketchy moments. >_>;

日本語のクラスの宿題がたくさんあったし、漢字を覚えらなくて、春休みに勉強すればいいよかっただ。
Seriously, Japanese will probably be my hardest class this semester, since I hadn't taken a class in over a year. But at least it's fun, and doesn't leave me narcoleptic like Accounting. (shudder) My sensei's really nice and helpful because at the moment I SUCK. o_o

I feel like my friends are just ignoring me lately. Makes me sad. :(

MONEY. I have none, and seriously need a lot. I don't know what to do.

I think this gouk hoodie will make me happier.




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[info]shadowsyra
2009-09-19 12:00 am UTC (link)
I am totally with you on the lack of money...and the wanting to buy Japanese clothing anyway. It was a terrible idea to follow selling communities on livejournal because I am tempted multiple times every day. D:

Sorry to hear you've been sick. Hope you feel better and your abs get a rest soon. >:

(I hate driving! D:)

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[info]avail
2009-09-19 12:52 am UTC (link)
Whenever I get bored, I go on the Naoto site to drool over impractical, expensive goth clothing. The Gouk line is worse, because it's actually wearable in day to day life. D:

Thanks, my abs are sorely in need of rest. (aah, lame pun)

(me too! D:)

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[info]claeris
2009-09-19 12:41 am UTC (link)
Your new Ponyo icon is adorable.

Sorry you're still sick.

Sorry that you feel I'm ignoring you.

Nice hoodie.

Feel better.

Sorry about this post. I can't seem to form anything but run on sentences right now.

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[info]avail
2009-09-19 12:51 am UTC (link)


I love Fujimoto. A friend of mine wants to cosplay Gran Mamare

I'm so sick of coughing.

It's not just you, it's a bunch of little things going on with people.

If I wasn't so broke, I'd buy it right now. *_*

Thank you.

I feel like replying in run on sentences.

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[info]kueken23
2009-09-19 02:17 am UTC (link)
So much that I understand in your post... I feel like I have social ADHD as well. I need a change in life every now and then, I can't seem to stick around one place for too long. I don't know why. And will it ever change? Will I ever be stable?

Haha, I always thought I was the only one who had to prepare for driving! But yes, it gets better as time passes by!

Ugh, accounting... glad I'm over that.

And that gouk hoodie looks THE awesome. But a bit expensive for me.

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[info]avail
2009-09-19 02:43 pm UTC (link)
I need a change in life every now and then, I can't seem to stick around one place for too long. I don't know why. And will it ever change? Will I ever be stable?
I'm glad you understand, because sometimes I feel crazy thinking about it. I feel like my life will never be normal because I just want to travel as much as I can.

That hoodie is a bit expensive, but I really want it. Maybe I'll ask for it for Christmas. ^^;



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