The Ultimate Fan

顔がない

2009-11-08T21:59:23Z

WHAT THE FLYING FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE.

and then where the fuck did all my friends go? Everyone feels like an island.

Low point in life

2009-10-31T04:43:43Z

I'm drunk, and I'm by myself and I'm watching Sense and Sensibility.

This is what happens when your friends are all sick or busy.
Halloween is supposed to be funnnnnnn.

I'm surprised I can still type properly. (Granted, this took a bit of time to constantly correct the mistakes.)

I'm home ;_;

2009-10-25T04:02:42Z

Fuck yes!
I'm back on Atlantica!!!!!

THREE CHEERS FOR MORE HARDDRIVE SPACE.

So much to catch up on. ._.

Lately...

2009-10-22T02:37:29Z

You are The Magician

Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.

Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing,
you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.

The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Miyavi concert being canceled makes me sad. :(
I feel bored. Not in my usual angsty "what do I do with the rest of my life" but more like I don't know what to do with my free time. I've downgraded to Facebook apps. :/

On the other team

2009-10-03T04:58:11Z

I WAS BORN IN THE WRONG DEACDE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHb3wj9roy0

*DAMN, finding an embeddable version of this video is impossible. :/

avail @ 2009-09-29T16:56:00

2009-09-29T21:06:31Z

OH GOD

I JUST REALIZED THAT THE WORLD HAS LOST SOMETHING PRECIOUS AND WONDERFUL AND FUCKING HOT. IT CAN'T BE TRUE.

WHEN DID MIYAVI REMOVE HIS LIP PIERCING???? D8

BAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWW

LOOK:

...I am taking a moment of silence at ... 5:04PM to mourn the loss of this piercing, it was a good friend of mine.

*In case you're wondering why I made such a stupid post, I have a severe fetish for lip rings and long hair on my pretty boys. The loss of his metal accessories makes me sad inside.

Naptime, to ease the pain. >

2009-09-25T18:43:33Z

+ Eddie Izzard show: $70
+ Deg NY (Sat) concert: $25
+ Miyavi concert: ??
+ AFI concert: ~$35

Plus I'm in desperate need of new clothes. ._.
And I haven't been paid yet. This semester is not being kind to me in terms of money.

Also, after tons of medications, doctor exams and xrays, seems I developed pneumonia. Which doesn't bother me as much as the extreme rib pain that started this week as a result from coughing nonstop for the past month. I spoke with a friend who's studying medicine and says the pain is the same as if I'd broken a rib. Which explains why I sincerely believed I'd cracked a rib. :/ Coughing, breathing, laughing, lifting stuff HURTS. Ow.

I think this is my favorite Red vs. Blue moment ever. I crack up hysterically every time I hear it.

Just another thing...

2009-09-23T02:21:14Z

So I believe I have a cracked a rib from coughing.
Or resulting from thrashing onto the tv remote and my cellphone in my sleep.

Ow. :(

I wish I had more time for sitting down to study Japanese and to be lazy.

Shopping attack

2009-09-20T22:55:46Z

I just spent the past 3 hours tagging my LJ. ._.
Hard work.

I NEED these Zara boots.

And since they only come in silver, I'll get prism nail polish and make them look like this:

They would go great with that gouk hoodie and some skinny jeans. D:

Hmm.

2009-09-18T23:57:27Z

I have become jaded about college life, that I feel utterly useless. I see a pattern forming for my life. I'm not happy unless I get a change of scenery every few years. I believe I have social ADHD

It would help my attitude if all my friends weren't graduating this year. I still have a year left here after this, and I'll be alone. Things aren't wonderful, but they don't suck either. This semester is just going with the moment.

I've been "sick" for 2 weeks. After a too-long time in a cold bus back from New York, I developed a horrible cough that refuses to leave my system. My abs actually hurt from having to hack up a lung every ten minutes. And now I'm taking horse sized antibiotics because the very knowledge doctors don't know what's wrong with me. =__=

I've gotten more comfortable with driving. I no longer have to mentally prepare myself to actually get in the car and drive. Despite one or two sketchy moments. >_>;

日本語のクラスの宿題がたくさんあったし、漢字を覚えらなくて、春休みに勉強すればいいよかっただ。
Seriously, Japanese will probably be my hardest class this semester, since I hadn't taken a class in over a year. But at least it's fun, and doesn't leave me narcoleptic like Accounting. (shudder) My sensei's really nice and helpful because at the moment I SUCK. o_o

I feel like my friends are just ignoring me lately. Makes me sad. :(

MONEY. I have none, and seriously need a lot. I don't know what to do.

I think this gouk hoodie will make me happier.

SON OF A BITCH

2009-09-17T20:11:06Z

I HATE MY SCHOOL.

In preparation

2009-09-15T23:35:21Z

OCTOBER
NEW YORK.
MIYAVI

That is all.

avail @ 2009-09-14T00:25:00

2009-09-14T04:33:59Z

I'm so lazy that I'm not moving the two feet to my bed. And I'm getting sleepy. KILL ME.

1. Put your music player on 'random'. Skip songs with not-very interesting titles (such as ''Concerto #4 in E minor')
2. List the titles of the first 25 songs to come up.
3. Put 'in my pants' after each title.
4. Bold the ones that actually make you laugh.

1. Scummy Justice in my pants
2. Satsuki in my pants. (I wouldn't mind)
3. In motion in my pants (lol)
4. POSE in my pants
5. We never change in my pants
6. Slow in my pants
7. She can be so cold in my pants (lol)
8. Fascism in my pants
9. Wanderlust in my pants
10. Road to the west in my pants
11. Open in my pants
12. Free fall in my pants
13. Ophelia in my pants
14. Believe in my pants (have faith! they're just that awesome)
15. Panic in Detroit in my pants
16. Heroes in my pants (lol)
17. This Day, This Rain in my pants (aw, soggy pants are no fun)
18. Stop Bloody rain in my pants (medical emergency wtf?)
19. Miscast in my pants
20. Obstacle 1 in my pants
21. You Rock My World in my pants
22. Enjoy the Silence in my pants
23. TANK! in my pants
24. Celebration in my pants (AHAHA)
25. Oedo Cowboys in my pants (o_o)

I'm actually surprised that almost no Japanese titles came up.

Good news!

2009-09-13T05:00:36Z

Red vs Blue is Obsession #I-lost-count. And I'd thought there was only the original 100 episodes. BUT THERE'S MORE. As in, episodes are still being released after all these years. So I've spent 2 days catching up on everything, good times. :D
I'd recommend it if we have similar tastes.

Icon has changed accordingly.

avail @ 2009-09-12T16:26:00

2009-09-12T20:53:02Z

As soon as I can drag myself to my car, I promise I'll get off LJ and actually do something... >_>

26 random questions:

1. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up? 
Not sure. I'd rather auction that button off on ebay.

2. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist off the earth?
Mariah Carey

  3. Who would you really like to just punch in the face? 
You.

4. What is your favorite cheese? 
I DON'T EAT CHEESE.

5. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your immediate disposal.
Um, a super special make you sick sandwich: chive omelete, grilled chicken, romaine lettuce, bourbon chipotle sauce, and some falafel pieces thrown in for fun. *_*

6. You have the opportunity to sleep with the movie-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? 
Milo Ventigmilia. Or Mizushima Hiro. Or Jude Law.

  7. You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Same rules as above. Who is it?
Miyaviiiii (duh)

8. Now that you've slept with two different people in a row, you seem to be having an excellent day because you just came across a hundred-dollar bill on the sidewalk. Holy shit, a hundred bucks! How are you gonna spend it?
A nice slice of chocolate cake. And maybe some new headphones.

9. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
Tokyo

10. Upon arrival to the aforementioned location, you get off the plane and discover another hundred-dollar bill. Shit! Now that you are in the new location, where are you gonna go to spend that? 
Naoto Heaven, at top speed please.

11. A genie appears and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice.
Stairway to Heaven

12. Rufus appears out of nowhere with a time-traveling phone booth. You can go anytime in the PAST. What time are you traveling to and what are you going to do when you get there? 
1920's Chicago, JAZZ CLUB TIME.

13. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? 
Rule #1: Stupid people die.

14. You have been given the opportunity to create the half-hour TV show of your own design. What is it called and what's the premise?
Sexy Talk Time, and it would probably just feature snippets of the conversations my school friends and I have. Because DAMN WE'RE WEIRD.

15. What is your favorite expletive?
I'm not very creative, usually just "fuckshitlife" (Yes, one word)

16. One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Have a laughing fit, then freak out Soul Eater style.

17. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don't worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what's the one thing you're going to save from that blazing inferno? 
All my memoirs are in a box, thus it's one item.

18. The Grim Reaper has descended upon you. Fortunately, the Grim Reaper is pretty cool and in a good mood, and it offers you a half-hour to do whatever you want before you bite it. Whatcha gonna do in that half-hour? 
Listen to my favorite song or two, jump miyavi's skinny ass, kill someone for the experience, and drive really fast on the highway.

19. You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What's it gonna be? 
Forget audio engineering, I want sound manipulation.

20. You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? 
That last half hour of the hide memorial summit. I'd probably try to work my way down into the lower stage this time around.

21. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? 
That thing, yes, that thing.

22. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit... you can move to anywhere else in the world!  Where will you move?
Madrid, here I come!

23. This question still counts, even for those of you who are under age. Check it out. You have been eternally banned from every single bar in the world except for ONE. Which one is it gonna be? 
Got no favorite bar, so :P

24. Hopefully you didn't mention this in the super-powers question.... If you did, then we'll just expand on that. Check it out... Suddenly, you have gained the ability to FLOAT!!! Whose house are you going to float to first, and be like "Dude, check it out, I can fucking FLOAT!!"
Kim's.

  25. The constant absorption of magical moonbeams mixed with the radioactive vegetables you consumed earlier have given you the ability to resurrect the dead famous-person of your choice. So which late celebrity will you bring back to life? 
hide

26. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn't think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back? 
My grandmother.

~

Pick the month you were born:
January-------I kicked
February------I loved
March--------I karate chopped
April----------I licked
May----------I jumped on
June---------- I danced with
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August--------I had lunch with
September---- I sang to
October-------I smelled
November-----I yelled at
December-----I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a nun
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friend
10-------my neighbor
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a baseball bat
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19-------my boss
20-------a fireman
21-------a ninja
22------- Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a troll
26-------my sister
27-------a Smurf
28-------a homeless guy
29-------a surfer
30-------a football player
31-------a llama

What is the last number of the year you were born:
1--------- in my car
2 -------- on a motorcycle
3 -------- in a hole
4 -------- under your bed
5 -------- on your car
6 -------- on a roof
7 -------- in an elevator
8--------- at the dinner table
9 -------- in line at the bank
0 -------- in your bathroom

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White--------because I'm cool like that
Black--------because I was drinking tequila, again.
Pink----------because I'm only in it for the good times.
Red----------because the voices told me to.
Blue----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green-------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple-------because I'm AWESOME!
Gray---------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow-------because someone offered me 20 dollars
Orange -----because my I saw it on the Internet.
Brown-------because I can.
Other--------because it sounded like a good idea!
None--------because I can't control myself!

Now type out the sentence you made!

I jumped on a football player at the dinner table because it sounded like a good idea!

That sounds like it would hurt.

Love Perfect

2009-09-09T19:49:00Z

I'm angry, of 4 textbooks that I ordered weeks ago, only 1 has arrived. ARGH.

On the other hand, the Blam Honey album I bought five days ago just arrived from JAPAN. How does this make sense? I've only heard three songs so far, but it seems to be quite the experience.

I have discovered the bottom of the barrel: weepingcock and I am horrified for life. I can't look away. o_o

Accounting class epiphanies:

2009-09-03T23:39:03Z

+ Haven't played Atlantica in about 1.5 weeks. Haven't missed it for half of that. (Don't even feel guilty about it)
+ Death Note has taken over my life.
+ Mello's birthday, incidentally, is also hide's birthday.
+ Girl!Matt is my new kink.
+ Surprisingly, the idea of previous point had never occurred to me in all these years.
+ There is a cute guy named Mihael (unpronounceable Russian last name) in my accounting class.
+ Seems it is naturally ordained for every Accounting/Economics/Mathematical trend class to lull me to sleep within 10 minutes.
+ My accounting prof sounds/even looks like the Bueller guy.
+ I have 20 dollars to my name, and can't beg the folks for cash. It's scary.
+ Thank god I have a full tank of gas.
+ The pain of driving has decreased by 8%. CT is much easier than NY.
+ I only have 9GB of harddrive space left on my laptop. Now what?
+ Reviewing 3 years of Japanese in 5 days? Not a chance.
+ 8 hours of sleep a day is NOT enough for me.
+ I don't appreciate having L-esque shadows under my eyes.
+ I wish I could go to NYAF. The theme is Soul Eater. :(
+ 300+ STITCHES PEOPLE. I deserve to go just for that.

Meme

2009-08-30T01:41:06Z

Directions for use: Copy & paste this list into your journal. Bold the items that make you feel good! Randomly delete 5 items and add 5 new ones. Keep the list at 23 items

Things that make me feel good about our world, reality and humanity at large:

1. Messages in fortune cookies.
2. Listening to music in the dark.
3. The taste of overripe blackberries.
4. After concert adrenaline rushes.
5. Huge elaborate temples built to honor people after they've passed on.
6. How awesome it was of God/The Universe/Chaos/Chance to create psychedelics.
7. Books so good they change your personality and/or outlook on life.
8. Spiderwebs glistening in the sunlight.
9. Dreams so realistic that I'm confused when I wake up.
10. Stories and movies about post-apocalyptic societies.
11. Finally getting to meet internet friends in real time.
12. Not having to drive myself somewhere.
13. The tendency of humans to believe in magic, an afterlife and a higher power.
14. Anonymously doing unexpected good things for others.
15. Getting letters from secret admirers.
16. Online journal memes!
17. Tasting my own blood when I get a cut.
18. The feeling of camaraderie that tends to occur when people drink together.
19. Drum circles.
20. Dancing around wildly to good music.
21. Curling up against someone warm.
22. Staying up all night to finish a story because it's so damn good.
23. The prickly smell of tomato plants.

Geez, some of the other ones are silly. (someone try to guess mine)

The Bird of Hermes

2009-08-26T22:13:54Z

Hellsing is a damn work of art.
I'm posting just to emphasize my feelings on this point.

Episode 5 was disappointing in terms of art, but 6 redeems itself.
Yes, I'm finally watching the episodes a year after they've been released.

If Yasushi Ishii had done the music, I would be forced to put it on the same plain as Bebop.

I also should've Hellsing on that list of obsessions.

Sheer mindnumbing ....?

2009-08-24T22:06:27Z

And the Atlantica drama continues!

Granted, at school at least, my friends were going to plan an intervention soon, because I spent so much time playing. But I was bored and I didn't realize just how much time I spent playing. At least 4 hours throughout the day... ._.;

And now, without my baby, I'm even more BORED.

LOLAHAHAHA Moment Of The Day: Went to the dermatologist today, was told the same shit I already know about my skin. Among a list of things I should avoid, the doctor included COFFEE AND ALCOHOL because it'll make my face RED. What almost made me laugh in his face because I ~~go temporarily Asian~~ turn tomato red when I drink. And it's always worth a laugh, plus it warns my friends that I've had enough. :D
Besides, you DO NOT tell me to not drink coffee and alcohol. Ever.

avail @ 2009-08-23T12:17:00

2009-08-23T16:27:52Z

I am sad.
Atlantica's latest patch arrived, and the developers decided to sneak in some new graphic requirements. Sneak being the emphasized.
Graphics that my laptop can't handle.

Which means the game that I've obsessively played for a year, wasted over 100 dollars in cash shop in, now runs with much worse lag, more random crashes, and a bunch of small in-game details that make my playing much less fun. The harddrive requirements (that also sneakily increase every patch) were slowing killing my computer, but this is the last straw. I think I'll have to quit... But my friends! :(

(the folks who know of my craziness about AO means this is a monumental decision)

-goes cry in a corner- I loved you Atlantica, I'm lost without you. ;___;

And now my computer refuses to download the new game I want to try.

I'm changing my ways

2009-08-19T23:46:09Z

A new toy

2009-08-17T16:41:19Z

It being fake makes it ok for me to say it feels good in my hand.

Stupid sidebar

2009-08-15T23:10:39Z

New layout!
Considering that I completely destroyed someone else's design, I think it looks rather good. :/

In honor of my current wave of Mello-love, and that amazing fic I read.

avail @ 2009-08-15T08:58:00

2009-08-15T12:59:48Z

Naoto has just opened an international website

Ready? Set, BANKRUPT.